matilda-'s Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- .......... I get to work part time. The boss wants to make sure I'm not rushing into this too fast, or most likely it's that he wants to see if I'll flake out on him. I won't. I need this job too bad. Last night was fun. Tori ran into a few of her old friends and we hung out with them most of the time. Can you say "bitches"? In some ways they're not so different from the people I used to hang out with. People my mother encouraged me to go out with, not one of them was a friend. Anyways, we ended up at a party on someones boat. I was bad, I broke two rules. #1 I was out past 11pm and #2 I drank alcohol. Not alot, not even enough to call it a buzz. Pre buzz. Tell me why I'm not upset for having a curfew at age 28. I have to prove myself, that's all. Good way to start out, with a party. Today boundaries were set between myself and a friend. We can do or say "this" but not "that". Don't go "there" but "here" is ok. I don't know what I'm doing. 13:41 - Friday, Jun. 14, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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